The Chambers Edit

What if I’ve changed? What if I’m so drastically different than the people from back home remember me as? Is it a good change? Or a bad one? Am I growing, maturing? Am I a bad friend? Am I portraying someone I’m not, who I wish to be? Or perhaps that wish is true, but I’m unable to bring parts of the past with me? Do I want to be who I was before? When I see my family, my friends soon when I visit home, how will it be? What will be true, in regards to such questions? Will it be awkward, weird? I feel like I’ve changed, grown. Life is a whole lot different now, and it’s fruitful, but also bittersweet. I want to portray that I’m well, that things are good, which for the most they are. But there are those intrusive thoughts that come to bite me when it hurts every so often. Those moments, li